Can’t believe it is only 6 weeks until I go on my trip of a lifetime. If I am honest I am starting to feel overwhelmed by all of the preparation. TEFL, visa’s injections, packing, (just thinking about what to take and if it will fit in my rucksack makes me dizzy). Then there is all the worry about will I have enough money, will I be able to teach, will I be able to cope with the poverty, what am I going to do without the daily support of my friends and family. I am constantly questioning if I am doing the right thing, but deep down I know that I am. I have to remind myself that self sabotage is my biggest weakness....don’t do it Nina, feel the fear and do it anyway.

So do it anyway is what I will do, it’s only a wobble, every girl is allowed one of those, tomorrow I will be strong and push forward, writing another list and ticking a few more boxes. Enjoy the ride I tell myself!